Sunday, September 16, 2012

Firework


Okay, imagine this: you are anxiously awaiting the Fourth of July fireworks show to start and all of a sudden a blast of noise and color emerges about 20 feet from you. What’s your reaction? I would first be startled, but then would enjoy the beautiful colors that emerge from the fireworks. I know some of you personally would not even be sitting at the Fourth of July celebration, but humor me in envisioning yourself thereJ Have you ever listened to someone speak and after walking away felt absolutely refreshed? Well, I can honestly say that is how I felt after listening to Beth Moore speak via simulcast Saturday. She is similar to a lit firework that explodes every other second!! Either way, I left the simulcast encouraged. A couple key take aways that I received from Saturday are:

1)      Beth said, “Our story was meant to be dramatic, climatic – a showcase of God’s faithfulness.” How profound. When I first heard her say this I was reminded of the rollercoaster message I recently wrote. She nailed it. Our lives are on display for ANY and ALL to see how we ride the rollercoaster of life. We can ride it with our hands up: hooting and hollering the whole way through, or we can ride it with our hands over our eyes and our heads ducked between our knees. I have noticed that when my hands are up and I am excited about the ride, I trust that God has the ride under control; I am submitting to his plan.

Hebrews 11:1 “Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.

Even though I cannot see the next hill or turn, I have faith that the ride will return safely to the platform with the helpful employees to assist me in getting out. I have found that by allowing myself to open my eyes on the rollercoaster – I have been able to reach out to others who may be going through a similar ‘ride.’ I am grateful for the friendships that have evolved because of this journey.

2)      The second point that I loved from Beth’s fireworks display was, “Faith faces the fact that there is no formula.” I instantly felt convicted. I often put God in a box and expect him to give me what I desire. Recently, God revealed to me that He has already given me what I need. He doesn’t need to swoop down and give me A, B, C just because I asked him to. He may skip A, B, C, and give me Q, R, X! A verse that I learned Saturday put Beth’s point into greater perspective:
 
John 1:16 “From the fullness of his grace we have all received one blessing after another.”

Wow. Because he chose to spare my life by taking my sin upon Him at Calvary, I can receive blessings upon blessings? That is somewhat unfathomable for my human brain. What IS fathomable is that I can see the blessings all around me. One of my favorite blessings is, Cole. Another great Cole quote from today, “Even though God may not be giving me what I want, He is still ALWAYS good.”


And finally, I will leave you with my new favorite song on repeat in the Supercharger: One Thing Remains, by Krisian Stanfill. It warms my heart and I hope it encourages you, too. My favorite part of the song is the fact that God’s love is higher than ANY mountain that I come upon here on earth, and His love is CONSTANT during any trial, adversity or change I face. He is real. He is good.

 

One Thing Remains: Kristian Stanfill

Chorus:
Your love never fails
It never gives up
It never runs out on me
(x3)
Your love

Verse 1:
Higher than the mountains
That I face

Stronger than the power
Of the grave
Constant in the trial and the change
One thing remains
One thing remains

Chorus

Verse 2:
Because on and on and
On and on it goes

It overwhelms

And satisfies my soul
And I never, ever,

Have to be afraid

One thing remains

One thing remains


Chorus


Bridge:
In death, in life
I'm confident and covered

By the power of Your great love

My debt is paid
There's nothing that can separate
My heart from Your great love

Thursday, September 6, 2012

Rollercoasters


Rollercoasters: are you a fan of them? In my 28 (almost 29) years of life, I have gone on countless rollercoaster rides. I still remember going to Adventureland with my dad’s work back when I was in 5th grade. Everyone was going on the Dragon and Tornado, and I was super scared. Jessie looked at me with her big brown eyes and assured me that I would be okay. And I was. It was actually a lot of fun! Since then, I have ventured to rollercoasters at Six Flags, Worlds of Fun, Disney Theme Parks, Universal: Islands of Adventure, and Busch Gardens. So, one would think I would be more than ready to ride the rollercoaster of ‘life,’ right? I have learned that some days are the best days EVER, some are about a 6/10 (10 being the best), and some are just super challenging. Over the past four years, it has felt as if I have been tossed and turned, and sped up and slowed down over and over again. The feelings of my ‘life journey’ match pretty closely to the experience Cole and I most recently felt while riding the Dualing Dragons at the Wizarding World of Harry Potter:


Walking away from the ‘natural high’ of the ride we both felt like we needed an equilibrium check!

And so it is with life. Cole and I were visiting Sunday about our frustrations with our quest to be parents. We talked openly about how God knows what we want, but just has not given it to us…..yet. My favorite line from Cole that day was when he turned to me and said, “Chels, we can’t keep looking for joy in what we desire/want; we need to find joy in what we already have.” This of course made me love the man I married even more! He is so right. Since that conversation Sunday, I have been enthralled by Matt Redman’s song, “10,000 Reasons.” This song was inspired by Psalm 103. After loving the lyrics and song itself, I decided to ponder on the actual scripture. My favorite part is:

Psalm 103: 1-5
1 Praise the Lord, my soul;
    all my inmost being, praise his holy name.
Praise the Lord, my soul,

    and forget not all his benefits
who forgives all your sins
    and heals all your diseases,
who redeems your life from the pit
    and crowns you with love and compassion,
who satisfies your desires with good things
    so that your youth is renewed like the eagle’s.

The bolded words are what popped out on the page to me. 1) I need to remember all the ways He has already benefited/blessed me. 2) He has healed me over and over again along this journey. 3) He redeemed me by dying on the cross for my sins and allowing me to have an instant relationship with Him. 4) He satisfied my desires ----- waiting for this one to come true, but he still satisfies my daily desires of needing to be loved by those around me. 5) I have renewed strength daily by turning to Him; and by being edified through the people in my life.

As I mentioned, I have been infatuated with this song. So, I wanted to read about why Matt Redman wrote it. Here is what he said, “The point behind the song is this: if you wake up one morning and you cannot think of a reason to bring God some kind of offering of thanks or praise, then you can be sure there’s something wrong at your end of the pipeline, and not his. We live beneath an unceasing flow of goodness, kindness, greatness, and holiness, and every day we’re given reason after reason why Jesus is so completely and utterly worthy of our highest and best devotion.

“10,000 Reasons (Bless the Lord)”
[Chorus]
Bless the Lord, O my soul
O my soul
Worship His holy name
Sing like never before
O my soul
I'll worship Your holy name

The sun comes up, it's a new day dawning
It's time to sing Your song again
Whatever may pass, and whatever lies before me
Let me be singing when the evening comes

[Chorus]
Bless the Lord, O my soul
O my soul
Worship His holy name
Sing like never before
O my soul
I'll worship Your holy name

You're rich in love, and You're slow to anger
Your name is great, and Your heart is kind
For all Your goodness I will keep on singing
Ten thousand reasons for my heart to find

[Chorus]
Bless the Lord, O my soul
O my soul
Worship His holy name
Sing like never before
O my soul
I'll worship Your holy name

And on that day when my strength is failing
The end draws near and my time has come
Still my soul will sing Your praise unending
Ten thousand years and then forevermore

[Chorus x2]
Bless the Lord, O my soul
O my soul
Worship His holy name
Sing like never before
O my soul
I'll worship Your holy name

Jesus, I'll worship Your holy name
Lord, I'll worship Your holy name

Sing like never before
O my soul
I'll worship Your holy name
Jesus, I'll worship Your holy name
I'll worship Your holy name


So, in light of Matt Redman’s song, I have decided to share some of my 10,000 reasons why I can Praise the Lord. He has blessed Cole and me with countless opportunities (there were supposed to be pictures with each one of these, but for some reason technology would not cooperate with me): 

Being united as one, September 23, 2006

Delayed honeymoon to Florida, March 2007
Moving into our first house, August 2007
Visiting Kauffman Stadium, Kansas City Royals game, July 2008
Visiting the Arch in St. Louis, July 2008
Visiting Estes Park, Colorado, for the first time, September 2008

Cheering on the Hawks together, October 2008
Visiting Estes Park, because it’s so beautiful, September 2009
Visiting the Badlands, July 2009
Visiting Mount Rushmore, July 2009
Getting to fly in Ross’ plane in Spokane, WA, July 2009
Visiting Yellowstone National Park, July 2009
Visiting the Grand Tetons, July 2009
Visiting Colorado Rockies Stadium, July 2009
Visiting Oahu, July 2010
Visiting Kauai, July 2010
Celebrating Cole’s 30th birthday & master’s in administration, May 2011
Trip to Target Field to see Twins together, July 2011
Visiting Duluth, MN, and Lake Superior, July 201
Visiting Tettegouche State Park, MN, July 2011
Visiting Busch Stadium for St. Louis Cardinals game with Israel and Sarah, June 2012
Visiting the Wizarding World of Harry Potter, July 2012
Visiting Disney’s Animal Kingdom, July 2012
Visiting Lido Beach, Sarisota, FL, July 2012
Visiting Tropicana Stadium for Tampa Bay Rays game, July 2012
Hanging out with Jess and girls at their pool, FL, July 2012
Being blessed over and over again by our families: Pederson’s
Being blessed over and over again by our families: Matthias’
And being blessed over and over again by our friends: you know who you are!

Thanks for taking a walk down memory ‘blessing’ lane with me. So, I guess I am a fan of rollercoasters – for fun – and for life. The fun rollercoasters at amusement parks have given me thrills and excitement. The rollercoasters of life have helped shape me into the person I am today, and have helped me find joy in the big, and not so big aspects of life. Hoping you can find joy in something God has blessed you with so far in your life journey.   

Numbers 6: 24-26
24 “The Lord bless you
    and keep you;
25 the Lord make his face shine on you
    and be gracious to you;
26 the Lord turn his face toward you
    and give you peace.”’