I can still remember
standing on the left side of the congregation at First Family Church singing
Kristian Stanfill’s One Thing Remains with
tears streaming down my face. This state of emotion was almost guaranteed anytime
his song came on five years ago. Five years ago our hearts yearned for a child
to have and to hold. Five years ago in 2012 our hope was growing weary as we
had been trying to have a child since 2008. Singing and meditating on Stanfill’s
lyrics brought hope and reassurance of our God who loves us through any high or
low in life. He loves us so much that He sent his son to die in our place –
that is an amazing kind of love. We knew that no matter what, child or no
child, that God’s love for us would hold us up.
Higher than the mountains that I face
Stronger than the power of the graveConstant through the trial and the change
One thing remains
Yes, one thing remains.
Your love never fails,
It never gives upIt never runs out on me.
We are so grateful to serve
a God who is bigger than our trials and mountains that we face. He has it all under
control – we have to learn to trust in His plan and timing. Fortunately for us,
His perfect timing came in October of 2012 when I found out I was pregnant; and
two weeks later that it was with twins. We were elated and thanked God for
these blessings. Now these two little blessings are on the eve of their fourth
birthday. FOUR! That is nearly as long as we prayed for them – which has gone
drastically quicker than the years of praying and waiting. Nonetheless, we are
amazed daily at the miracles that walk, dance, run, and jump around our house.
On the eve of their fourth
birthday I was curious to hear what the girls think of each other. I asked
Grace, “What do you love most about your sister, Kalei?” She responded, “When
she makes me happy.” I asked, “How does she make you happy?” Grace said, “When
she listens to my ideas and when she talks to me.”
I asked Kalei, “What do
you love most about your sister, Grace?” She responded, “That she lets me play
with her.” I asked, “What do you like to do with her?” Kalei said, “I like
playing with the princess castle with her.”
They are best friends, yet
very different and unique. Their responses to the questions I asked showcases
their personalities pretty well. Grace prefers to be the leader and make up most
of the games they play together; while Kalei is more flexible and goes along
with the flow easier. I would say 80 percent of the time they play together nicely,
while the other 20 percent there is a feud of some sort. The conversations they
have while playing crack me up. They are creative and have big imaginations; it
is fun to see how the make believe together. Differences aside, they both love
their sister, and truly are best friends.
I love birthdays! Tomorrow
we will celebrate Grace and Kalei from sun up (because why would anyone ever sleep
past 6:30 anyway?) to sun down. They have requested a butterfly cake – so we will
see what I can pull off!
We are so grateful that
God chose us to be the parents of these girls. They fill up our hearts with joy
day in and day out. Praise the Lord for answered prayers.
“Is anything too hard for the Lord? I will return to you at the appointed time next year, and Sarah will have a son.” – Genesis 18:14